Fadh's happyness!

2010-10-13T01:28:00.002+08:00

When you knew everything that began is coming to an end,
You could feel the world is crumbling down.
Putting its weight on to your shoulders.

You thought that things would be better if you start to make a difference.
But, you were wronged.
The world and its content, deceived you.

You opened your eyes and you realized that you are locked in a room with no corners.
You took a few steps forward and kicked on to a bottle; with a key in it.
And, he was sitting all alone, blind and paralyzed.
You've got the freedom in your hands.
Leave? or Stay?

It's all in your hands.

2010-10-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

Dear _________,
I'm super sick. I hate this feeling.
Chest pains and nausea plus fever totally sucks.
Just so you know, I'm missing you. Alot.
Please don't go.

2010-09-14T00:50:00.001+08:00

Went to MBS & released stress.
Reminisced the fondest memories of NDP2010.
Not forgetting those unpleasant ones too. :/

And, after long thoughts, I've decided.
After 2012, I will try to apply for NIE once again.
If it fails, I will have a career change.
I wasn't taken aback by the challenges I faced in this setting.
Its more of I do not want to be involve with screwed up managements who do not care about both the teacher's and children's welfare and needs.

I really2 do enjoy working with children.
&, the current centre is seriously making use of me.
I'm taking charge of 21 Playgroup2 children inclusive of 2 special needs child.
And, I'm all alone! No helper at all.
By right, the teacher - child ratio is 1:12.

And, concert for them is SUPER not developmentally appropriate.
Dear Principal, please try to understand my needs.
Ahhhh, Fadh!

And, somehow I realize the need of a companion.
Someone whom I could rely on both emotionally and physically.
The one who could draw the smile on my face before the start of the day.
& at the end of a tiring day, the one whom I could count on to provide me with strength.

If only you could be the one,
Becos to replace you there's none.
Be it our ethnic or faith that varies,
I'll assure you that Love has no boundaries.

2010-09-02T03:46:00.002+08:00

My love for you is simple, deep, and strong.
I feel it flowing towards you from my heart,
A tide of unsophisticated song,
Sung with much desire and little art.
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Last week was the most awesome week ever!
Thursday; went out with _______.
Friday - Sunday was RYC!
Super Awesome Camp as Safety Officer (:

& Tuesday we had dinner at sakura! followed by an off day. (:

Oh wells, Eid is round the corner, 8more days.
Can't wait for 25th!

& im brain dead, becos of you. ♥

2010-08-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

Awesome Preview Day!
Fireworks, very intimidating. But Awesome!
And, impromptu singalong at MBS too (:
Yesterday was the best I ever had.

2010-07-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

Keys to the heart!♥
Make me jump to cloud nine last night.
Such a delight. (:

But, I'm serious.
Where it aches the most, I want to be the drug.
The painkiller/relief.
But how? Tell me.

2010-07-26T06:00:00.002+08:00

Awesome awesome Friday & Weekends.
Thank you, ________.
I can't type your name or initials.
Neither can I give you a nick like, dear/darling. Too mushy.
And, you'll miss me with your clipboard again if you happen to see it :/

Oh well. Friday we had Ops Cohesion Nite.
It was great and yes the 'evil deeds' after that too :D

Finest Melodies,
That you played all night, sweetly.
Triggers Happiness.♥

Lack of proper sleep.
And, Saturday training.
Was kinda cranky, lost my voice too :(
And, fever's gone!

Sunday!
Shopped with hayaya. :D
She's awesome!

& I've got something, oh wait! 2 things for my angel!♥
I'm sure you'll love it.
(Stop smiling angel! Im a great mortal.)

Piano Duet.
I believe, I can; for you,
Thousand times over♥

Okay getting to0 cheesy.
No wonder I dislike using mouse. :D

2010-07-20T17:39:00.001+08:00

Why oh why?
Letting the feelings go.
Bcos, I know, its definitely better as friends. (:

2010-07-13T19:52:00.001+08:00

Baby Shaqil is cute to the max. ♥

RCYNDP! ♥

Kobe (:

blueicedive.♥

2010-07-07T15:41:00.002+08:00

For your interest at heart, I will sacrifice.
I will keep mum, and just endure.
I know, I can.
I left Creativeland, for good.
And, I miss Bevis Tan.

2010-06-28T00:43:00.002+08:00

Absolutely happiness.
Had an ultimate and terrific day on Saturday :)
and,
A lunch date with Pri 5 form teacher. :)
together with ah tong and haolin!

the more i look at you, i feel calm.
fishball♥

2010-06-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

Heartbroken, hurt.
But, what I felt is absolutely true.
Yet you thought I was absurd.
Who am I kidding..? You?

How I wish I can turn back time.
To where it all begins.
I need you.

2010-06-14T01:18:00.002+08:00

Somewhere deep inside, it felt the disappointment.
I'll just pretend hard, that all these didn't happen.
Cos I know, deep inside theres only you. (:

2010-06-09T02:12:00.001+08:00

Awesome Children! (:

2010-06-08T01:49:00.000+08:00

Very soon, another outing with Xavier again! :)
Hopefully, can bring Ryan Lee / Keighley along :)

2010-06-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

Today is Motion Monday.
I dont know why also but several kids poo in class!
What a bad start for the week.

Oh wells, at the very least, my toddlers didnt poo in the classroom
Cause they had their diapers on la. hahaha.

& Todds were terrific today.
Had a fruitful lesson with them. Hope it lasts. (:

I have a new kid in class, Bevis Tan! (:
He is just too awesome.
Learning to pickup words and verbalize already.
He can't get enough of me.
Everywhere I go, he'd follow.
Even to the kitchen when I was about to prepare milk for them.

& best of all, whenever other teachers
go near him, carry him away,
he'll start wailing and reach out for me and say 'mama' (:

Definitely, one of the few who made my day! (:

2010-06-03T04:18:00.002+08:00

Love is too fragile.
Oh, love's gonna get you down,
I am delighted. :)

2010-06-01T21:12:00.004+08:00

May June brings lots of,
endless happiness and joy.
Starts right here, right now.

Hope, I wont give up,
On everything that I do.
Cos I knew, theres you. :)

When June hits two-four,
Dreams for one-nine will come true.
Hope, it will be you. :)

2010-05-31T03:43:00.002+08:00

Need your trust the most,
You may put the blame on me.
Regret it happen.

New week start gloomy,
Will be missing joyful week.
And, say bye to it.

2010-05-30T16:18:00.002+08:00

"It doesn’t matter how slowly you go-so long as you do not stop.”
"To see what is right, and not to do it, is want of courage or of principle."

-Confucius

2010-05-29T02:07:00.001+08:00

You made me smile when I am low
You're just a pure delight.
We talked a lot about everything;
You made my life so bright!

So cherish this time,
Of miraculous things.
The excitement and wonder,
That this emotions brings.

2010-05-27T01:01:00.002+08:00

Happy happy day today!
Went to NSC with Ambrose sir, Qiu Yu sir and 6 cadets haha :)
Had loads of singing fun!
And, went to chill too haha
and Celeste joined us, shortly.
Luckily she came.. Staying with the two can make me go bonkers hahaha!
One will frequently fall asleep,
while the other thinks out of the box.
Wanted to watch Shrek at first, but the queue was too long.
Thus, we wait for qy sir who went home to change out.
& proceed to neBo to chill again haha!

A great weekend ahead, can't wait! :P

2010-05-25T03:15:00.002+08:00

Lets deny this feeling shall we?
Before we jump and go deeper,
lets start learning how to swim.

2010-05-24T14:37:00.002+08:00

After more than a month of hiatus, I'm back!
Back to blogging.
Life has been unpleasant for the past week, horrific.
But, it ended off with an unanticipated voiceless phone call,
but accompanied by soothing rhythms.
Thank you. :)

Oh wells, had chest pains recently too.
Tsk tsk, heartbroken people.
Thus, went to AH A&E yesterday.
Thank god I'm not warded.
Received 2days medical leave.

Hopefully things will take a turn for the better this week.
Just so you know,
I'm right here waiting, with patience. :)

2010-04-17T02:24:00.002+08:00

Thank you everyone for making A&P this year a success.
No doubt we faced challenges along the way,
we did portray professionalism in handling the ordeals.
Congrats to everyone who get promoted too.
& I should have snap a pic with that someone,
cos now he is jealous i got a picture with hadi! HAHAHA.
(wonders if he reads this. hmmmm.)
and to ms safa and miss hidayah. i told him about both of you being a PI
snapping our photo. hahaha! in fact,
i send it to him :D thank me if u get killed after this okay.
&, i havent been eating.
the last time i ate was a bar of toblerone on thurs night.

2010-04-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Awesome weekend!
Saturday; NDP, Cousin's engagement and Arrival of new cousin!
Waiting for baby pics. :DD

Sunday; Outing with Lyn n Ah Bee and YQ Ma'am birthday surprise! :D

2010-04-06T01:13:00.002+08:00

Work has been awesome, officially labeled as
the most patient teacher, creative and all-rounder.
I love the school hopscotch.
And now I know 70% of the kids.

Getting life back on track.
If only, I can make things happen for you.
Okay, Fadh. Dream on. Haha!
And, this weekend is going to be way too awesome.
With ah bee and ah lee. :)
And teacher lyn too!
We're heading to an animal paradise called the Zoo! :D

2010-03-29T01:27:00.004+08:00

Had a great time with HID and her friends.. :)

Love you sis. Haha.
Oh wells, April's coming.
Im looking forward to join the force again!
Kids, Kids, Kids. Love them lots.
& Keighley is an intelligent child.
Recently, I went to visit the kids.
She actually approached me and said,
"I passed motion, I need to go and shower."
For a two years old, it is definitely a Wow!

Went out with Lyn today! :D
Had a great time with her too. :)

Found this picture, which brings back great memories.
Im missing my music and movements lessons :)

2010-03-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

Fill in the blanks.
May there always be Sunshine,
May there always be Blue Skies,
May there always be ______,
May there always be Me. :)

2010-03-21T23:36:00.003+08:00

AWESOME DAY!

Look Who's behind you Saf! :D

Pretty Bunny! :)
Ended with an AWESOME Somethree, not someone haha! :D

2010-03-21T00:14:00.002+08:00

Neonate Theory! :D
Been real busy with some stuff.
Efforts totally paid off :)
And, shall spend more time fruitfully.
Planning to have a family Karaoke session :)
InsyaAllah.
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I believe, good things which are worth the wait,
will come for those who waits, InsyaAllah.
And, with my pillars of strength, I'm getting stronger.
Thank you, Allah. :)

2010-03-17T02:19:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, mixed feelings dropped by.
It questioned her true emotions.
She suddenly felt a tinge of remorse. Suddenly her world turn black and white.
Up till now, she thought she was over it. Till, she felt deeply concerned.
Nevertheless, seeing others happy made her feel joyful too.
It made her more convinced when the hurting words keeps repeating in her mind.

It may seem absurd.
But, she definitely put in lots of courage to say it.
&, the response was disheartening.
Bravo voldemort, bravo! *claps hands*
And, its only 6 weeks.

And she is losing faith.
Losing a friend or two?
Patience, dy.

2010-03-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

Airport! :)
Where the hashbrowns take control. Haha!
Okay im serious. Cant consume anymore hashies
as it causes skin irritation and chest pains. ):

Oh wells, not much happening lately.
Spent a week to and fro HQ, doing the collection for equakes.
& yesterday was an awesome day!
Had an outing with incredible greenies. hahaha
eventhough turnout wasn't that good, neither did the weather.
But, we had fun absolutely. :D

Oh and Saturday was 'awesome' too.
went for NDP, then head to aunt's house for kenduri
and lastly went to grandma house to help as shes shifting.
So, had a terrific tiring day. But, it pays off with an early great sleep.

Oh yes, and i went to 2 interviews on Friday!
one at Zulfa Kindergarten which is near BPGHS. have to take 2 buses.
and another Flamingo ChildCare; just 7 mins walk from my place :D

Received call from Zulfa, but i decided to give it a miss, though :)
Cos, they are transferring me over to Jurong West Branch. haha
and, anyways.. the interview over at Zulfa was splendid.
they asked me when im getting married.
and when they call my house on Sat,
my parents told them I went for NDP,
they called my phone and asked how come i join NDP.
Cool... oh well, just waiting for Flamingo
and then im gonna be back in the workforce!
So excited. New environment, new kids, new staffs.
&, best of all. im going to keep myself occupied
so that my thoughts wont wander around aimlessly!

Anyways, hopefully i can make time to
visit my previous centre this week..
Im missing them badly haha!
and, keep myself busy with RC stuffs too.

Hmm, well actually, im just feeling really upset.
Thus, im trying to keep myself occupied
in order to stop thinking about it.
But yeah, i think its best to keep mum.
And, sangka baik (think positively). (:
Nevertheless, Im really glad that my patience grew real strong.
Was it me or you? (:

And on the last note,
its been a year since Randdy's demise.
Im missing him so much. Nothing can replace our ___ship.
Haha. Its wrong to put relationship, and its also more than a friendship.
Should i write Petship? hahaha!
Oh wells, im just going to save up to get a house and supplements
for a new hamster. perhaps, a molted winterwhite / russian dwarf! :D

2010-03-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

I dont know what to blog about.
The thought of you seems to fill my mind.
Thus, I forget about other priorities.
Nevertheless, your encouragements keeps me motivated.
And I'm looking forward to every single bit of my life.
Come on Fadh, you can do it! :D

2010-03-07T01:24:00.002+08:00

NFC went well today. :)
UI was smooth in fact ahead of time.
I really had fun, feeling ecstatic despite the listlessness and the aches.

Really looking forward to outing :D

2010-03-05T02:10:00.003+08:00

Was it something I said?
I didn't expect that reaction.
Sorry. ):

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Woohoo! finally kick off to start my second assignment.
haha brain seems to be malfunctioned recently.
thoughts always lingers around things that it shouldn't be at :D
Oh wells, went HQ today and helped out
with the collection for Chile & Haiti.
Then went to Wii with cousin.
Nice game haha!
I official suck at playing rabbids.
Imagine running for ice cream.. and I will end up in the water.
bumper car, I end up flying off the building..
Then Band Hero..
Drum and Bass, both i play confirm the whole concert crash.
But, good thing. I can sing hahaha. :D

2010-03-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

Go, going, gone.
Devastated, guilt-stricken, i-dunno-what-to-do-now.

Gosh, fadh, please come back.
You have a big responsibility to complete your task.
Don't break down now.
It happens, its not the first time anyway.
Get going with life okay. :)

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Oh shit, I shudn't haf done that.
See now you saw things that you dont wish to see.
Why oh why?
Jealousy kills. ):

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Eldest bro came back from Bali.
There is something between us since young that drove us apart.
Whenever we meet, we are bound to end up with arguments.
oh wells, he suddenly turned 'nice' today.
And told me stuffs which I never hear before from his mouth.
So I reacted two ways.
'Has my Doa being answered?'
or
'Which Jin from Bali has possessed him, again.?'
He talked to mum and dad out of a sudden.
Saying that he has this magical feeling just like my uncle.
Something to do with Wali.. some weird weird encounters.
He can read people's feelings.
Can heal people.
Its not that I want to doubt.
But, this things actually can destruct your Akidah and Iman.
But, i'll just keep it to myself..
Oh well, he even said.
You know now I'm close to my sisters.
Its like a magnet, we use to repel.. now we attract.

& fadh goes "im not attracted. >.<"

2010-03-02T00:38:00.002+08:00

Infant & Toddler module lesson 2 today.
Hmm, kicked off lesson with an activity.

"Recall the moments when you met the person you first fall in love with. Share the feelings/emotions that you encountered back then"

*Makciks and aunties go 'Ahaaaa!'*
*Attached people go 'Heeheehee~'*

And I go, 'Err?'

& idiotically everyone had a chance to relate it to the whole class by standing in front.
and when I said i had no such experience, the makciks all promote their sons to me during break time. Gosh, madness. This module really ah.

From confinement practices which leads to talking about making love.
And now, having the relationship with infant leads to getting match made.

2010-03-01T03:24:00.001+08:00

2010-02-28T00:19:00.003+08:00

Both disappointed and satisfied for the day.
Gosh, im going to start and babble.

im disappointed that GV JP cannot accept NETs , then ATM queue.. horrendous..
thus we went to West Mall and watch Percy, again..
im disappointed with volunteers who do street collection and vandalize the public property..
im disappointed when my sis claimed that she felt embarrassed when I am picking out the stickers on the handle bars in MRT..
im disappointed that some are not able to be good role models..
im totally disappointed with someone who looked down on voluntary work..

yet im satisfied by keeping myself occupied..
by doing street collection twice..
by doing more shifts although im only in the first shift..
made more friends.. and got driven away by susan twice? haha!
satisfied by the thrill of rolling, tallying tins and pushing the 'stroller'..
succeeded in encouraging other VIs to put a brave front and do collections. :)
im finally satisfied when i finally start eating breakfast + lunch + dinner now. haha :D

2010-02-27T00:10:00.001+08:00

Im having mood swings. ):
Im missing you so so much. ):
More than just a fan. :D

2010-02-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Percy Jackson w Gary!

Awesome show.
Catched up too.
Haha, Awesome dayy. :D

2010-02-23T16:06:00.002+08:00

Last night, went to research on talented singers.
& found, Cleopatra Stratan & Zecarlos Lassi.
Love their voices! (:

Then it brings back memories.
When I was in P6, Sis in P2.. we join Choir..
So semangat.. Every Saturday Cca. haha!
Both of us haf same voice and we are the highest pitch sopranos.
Always got scolding together also. haha!
I still remember, A Child's Hope Song. :)
& in the end we quit together.
As we always end up having headaches after every session.
Okay. now it reminds me that I got numerous CCAs in primary school.
Hong Kah (Pri 1) - Librarian
Unity(Pri 2 - 6) - Drama Club, Robotics, Badminton and Choir.
Not really successful. In the end, got to be prefect.
A very well known fierce one.
Aww, I miss those times. :D

2010-02-23T00:13:00.002+08:00

Smile. :)
Ive made her smile, alhamdulillah. :)

It set me thinking,
Whether to yield or resist.
Your opinion; Thanks.

Just to let you know,
am ai as as ai an gee,
why oh you, oh kay? :D

2010-02-20T14:04:00.003+08:00

My lips are curved upwards,
I really don't know why.
My heart is just so happy,
I feel like I can fly.

As I was thinking hard and long,
I felt a sting, maybe a sore,
But as I was humming your song,
I felt a smile, maybe more.

Don't fall in love with someone who you can live with;
Fall in love with someone who you can't live without.

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Happy birthday Dad!
& we'll be going for dinner.
My Dad ask me to bring along BF for the dinner.
Diao, ttm!

2010-02-20T03:51:00.001+08:00

Changed blogskin!
Wheeeeeee. :D

2010-02-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

Where did she go wrong,
She feels there's an obstacle,
Which drifts them apart.

It creates silence,
Was it something she had said,
Or was it just you?

Then, he reappeared.
She promised to stay happy,
And wait patiently.

Presence of barrier,
Made her patience grew stronger,
And, heart grew fonder.

Out of a sudden,
She felt a moment of guilt,
Messaging, someone.

2010-02-17T16:41:00.003+08:00

Holiday at Malacca was AWESOME!
Okay although fadh got bitch-ier during this trip,
it was splendid.
Oh well, I actually confronted those Minah's.
and diao-ed them too.

And, service provided was l-o-u-s-y.
imagine, u are having hotel breakfast at an open area,
an someone just splash water from above.
Someone else inform the waitress.
& her priceless reaction is; "I dont know."
Diao, here I am informing you to take necessary action,
yet you say I duno..
Grr.. okay fine.
But, nevertheless.. family got bonded
and had pleasurable moments watching sunrise on Day 2.
But not on Day 3, cos wanted to continue a nice dream haha!

JENGA!

2010-02-13T00:05:00.003+08:00

Going off real soon. :)
I had an absolutely awesome day, today and yesterday.
Thanks hayaya! For accompanying me and waiting for me in school today :D
Thank god, I ended early. & I'm seriously going bonkers.
Haha. Cant focus on what my lecturer is saying.
and also,
Thank you stimulating the excitement
haha, sounds wrong i know. :)

Okay. Can I dont go on a holiday, please?
Haha. seriously not in the right mood.
&, worst still. I packed my bags with 2 longsleeves shirt and 1 home clothes.
That's how much I really not in the mood to go. haha!
Oh wells. Just get clothes from there la.
Anyways, randomly asked mum just now and she diao-ed me.
"Are we getting any shopping allowance? If not, Can i dont go?"
HAHA! Fadh's trying hard to ensure her that Fadh's not interested in the trip.

And, Aww, im going to miss the fun Hid's going to haf over the weekends.
Haha. Enjoy Hid.

Will Miss everyONE. :)

2010-02-12T00:26:00.001+08:00

Lets jump jump JUMP!
If you had three wishes, what would they be?
Three wishes, one, two, three!
Three wishes, would you give one to me?
Three wishes, what would they be?
(Am ai as as ai an gee, why oh you. (: )

2010-02-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

This is what you get when Fadh is angry.
But, yumyum! hahaha.

Running away wont solve this matter.
Cos, i cant seem to read your mind.

2010-02-09T00:30:00.002+08:00

Spent a day out alone today.
Went to Ikea, to get boxes for my teaching aides.
Walked around till dizzy. The showrooms are fabulous.
But, didn't manage to get what I have in mind.
Instead, bought a few pairs of scissors, colourful markers, blocks for future use. :)

Then went to Anchor Point.
Shopped a bit and even bought 4 decks of cards for future use too.
Old Maid, Happy Family, Snap and Donkey!
Can't wait to play it with sis~

& I then head to Flyers for POPEYES!
Had dinner then went to school.
& tomorrow I intend to survey for new mobile phone.
If theres time, I'm going Ikea Tampines. :)

Sometimes, its best to share the moments with a companion. :)

2010-02-08T05:19:00.006+08:00

Incomplete Rainbow.
When your absence really made one's heart grows fonder.

I'm missing those times when we use to talk.
I'm missing the frequent 'Who?' that you tend to ask.
I'm missing the thrill, I'm missing You.
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Ohoh. Fadh's madly again..
And she is very very extremely happy
that her results for first 2 modules are out.

Principles of Early Childhood Care & Education
Individual Assignment : A-
Group Assignment: A+

Safety, Health & Nutrition
Individual Assignment: A+
Group Assignment: A+

English Academic Writing
(Pending)
I have a feeling I'll fail though. Haha!
Cos, I did what my lecturer told us to do which was absurd.

Oh okay nvm.
Human Growth and Psychology left with 5 sessions.
And, I seriously cant wait for Infant, Toddler Care module.
Then, it will be 14 modules to go~

Woohoo, looking forward to 2012 with a DPT.
Then can try NIE again. (:
Else, continue to be in preschool line.
and settle down 6 - 8 years from now.
Then become housewife!
Wait2, I rephrase.

Children are keen learners
who will absorb as early as 18 months.
It is the period where they are developing in all three areas;
Physical, Cognitive and Socio - Emotional.
Thus, the main caregiver plays an important role.
Its not that I'm against childcare, but,
I'd rather send them to 2hour /
half day playgroup to socialize with friends.
Cos, its tough to handle toddlers in big groups,
bound to have injuries.

Okay, Fadh's crapping again.
But then ah, must marry Dato' / Prince ah.
Haha. Okay bye.

2010-02-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

Went to Kak Cicit's new house at Punggol today.
Nice place. :)
Im missing the cousins haha!
Spent so little time, just now.

Mixed feelings, once again. :(

2010-02-05T12:47:00.000+08:00

Till Jannah, insyaAllah.

Yay! Tomorrow is Project Rice.
Can't wait to meet Chau Wei and Hui Li~
Wonder if they still remember me though. :D

& meeting HID too.

2010-02-04T03:51:00.000+08:00

Its 3.51am.
Fadh is still wide awake.
Doing "research" which is also known as _________.
She tends to be 'crazier' recently.
She starts articulating to herself.

She then reads that convo over and over again..
It set her thinking what a big mess she got herself into.
But, since whats done cannot be undone..
And, response was somehow positive,
she's going to persevere and wont let things go haywire again.
cos, shes finally can trust a man.

okay fadh's macam faham. haha!

2010-02-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

& fadh runs frantically and took a lift to the highest level.
She then...

The next day, the newspaper appeared.

Not BOOMZ but, DOOMX

2010-02-01T16:02:00.000+08:00

im missing them. ):
& you too.

2010-01-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

VIP 11/10 was a success.
Things went thru very well.
Congrats to 11/10 people, who haf put in their effort till today.
and also, my alpha mentor who became FD specialist! hahaha
and thankyou, 1009s for helping out in their POP.

Thank you Allah for His neverending blessing. (:
And somehow, im missing you.

2010-01-30T01:46:00.000+08:00

Last Day.
Felt sad, happy, excited, all sorts.
& im missing my kids n colleagues alr. ):

as i took mrt home today,
i ponder over something.
cos, things seems to be quite complicated lately.
nevertheless, deep inside it cant find that replacement.
the feeling is just so so different.
no matter how hard i tried to divert my attention.

and, i just hate the attention that the stranger is giving me.
and, im going to make it clear that im not leading you any further.
you are just a stranger, fullstop.

perhaps, it needs a Y.

2010-01-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

A group of professionals posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 years old,
"What does love means?"

Love is when Mummy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty
and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.
(Chris, 7 years old)

Love is when my Mummy makes coffee for Daddy
and she takes a sip before giving it to him,
to make sure the taste is OK.
(Danny, 8 years old)

Love is when you go out to eat and
give somebody most of your french fries
without making them give you any of theirs.
(Chrissy, 5 years old)

2010-01-27T02:05:00.000+08:00

Shaded by the trees,
calling out to the wind,
The heart of a child clinging to a gentle hand
The strings in my heart being plucked at violently

The presence of new stranger,
makes things much more complicated.

2010-01-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

As much as I wanted to help,
As much as I do not want you to "suffer".
Perhaps, you are too thrilled by that feeling,
Which I too used to own,
Perhaps, Ive done my part.
To treasure friendship then relationship.

I won't repeat that mistake & I won't look back.
I'm happy now.
That you appear at the moment I desire. <3
Thank you. :D

2010-01-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

Wedding Photoshoot. :D

2010-01-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

Nice :)

Went out with Fazlina today. :)
Thanks for accompanying! hahas.

2010-01-18T01:27:00.000+08:00

Thoughts of you cheer me up

Whenever I’m blue;
I’m always happy
When I think of you.

What else can explain how your smile
Can make my heartbeat roar,
Or how your look slows my breathing,
While causing my spirits to soar.

2010-01-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah, Jika dia benar untukku,
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku.

Dialah permata yang dicari
Selama ini baru kutemui
Tapi ku tak pasti rencana Ilahi
Apakah dia kan kumiliki

2010-01-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

UNO gathering was superbb!
Red Rocks! Esp with Clive Carina and Me. :)

2010-01-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

There is something about me.
Which people find it hard to believe.
But, it sets me to give thoughts to minor instances.
And the feeling of fixing a puzzle of emotions.
That gut feeling, instinct.. Perhaps, its a natural gift from God.
Perhaps, ive been sensing its presence.
And im sure that what run through my mind is not a trick anymore.
Alhamdulillah, its a blessing in disguise.
It takes one to give in, for another to be blessed.
InsyaAllah, the storyline will change.
It will be a fairytale, happily ever after. :)

Your old selflessness is back in action.
The only question is, to what extend will you make others happy?
The answer lies with the sense of satisfaction and a sincere smile from them.

2010-01-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

Human Growth & Development module :))
Learnt so much about stages and experiences faced during pre and post natal..
also, development of infants and toddlers.
Coolness! :)

2010-01-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Jayden Ng.

I have to overcome the motivations that pressured me not to leave.

I bet, i will cry on my last day of service to CH @ depot.

and, Yang laoshi persuaded me not to leave.
But i have to.. its a promise to myself. :D
" fadhilah, bu yao qu la, wo si huan ni le."
"haha u si huan me ah? aiya dun like dat la.. later got new teacher mah.."
"bu yao la.. (if they all lazy2 how)"
"laoshi, ni si huan wo ah.. okay la wo ken ni de er zi (marry) la okay."
"wo de er zi bu shuai la.."
" haha, its okay one!" (:

2010-01-11T01:46:00.000+08:00

Missing. :)

2010-01-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

As happy as i can be. :)

Didn't have time to update cos pretty lethargic lately.
Friday, reached home at 3am! haha
Chat with cousin till late.
Then worked on saturday, from 8am - 2pm.
Im gonna leave that place much earlier.
hmm, gonna miss the kids too. ):

Oh wells, then met my family members and head to town to shop!
and, mum's mood seems to be good..
shop till she really drop hahaha!

then, reached home late afternoon and,
I jump to my bed and wake up 8am today.
so tired.. :D

and, im missing _ :)

2010-01-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday.
- from your No.1 Fan (:

15Jan, Im waiting.

2010-01-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

Bring me to somewhere, far far away.
Where it'll be our fairytale.
And we'll be living happily for ever.
Trust.

2010-01-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

Oh, what a great day I had. :D
And, guess what, I have managed to
overcome 3 things as of today.
1. Medicine - Cough Mixture.
(im able to feed myself without hesitation!)
2. Lemon Tea (haha!)
3. Herbal Tea
(Becos, Makcik was too thoughtful.
haha she knows that i coughed badly..
thus, bought us Herbal tea. Hence, i have to drink haha!)
Thanks so much. (:

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I just have loads to say!
Okay lets start with my new year resolution.
1) Move along
2) Change workplace
3) Keep myself healthy
4) Increase my faith (pertingkatkan iman)
5) Make time for the right one

And yes, number 1 success! number 2 will be fulfilled real SOON. :D
so excited. (:

2010-01-05T01:35:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, 2010 kicked off wonderfully.
Started with an overnight over at Randy's.
Followed by, Retreat!
And today, joined Hanif's family to send him off to Tekong. (:
And soon, resignation! :D

I knew, something good gonna happen this year. :)